a bit of a quandary?
My blood pressure is rising.
The bottom line unfortunately is I am not happy, could this be the reason for the spike I wonder?
That and the fact I am eating far more cake and biscuits. Yes you read that right! We have had a lot of building work done, ongoing. This is maybe the crux of this moment in health time. I cook that is what I do, I especially love feeding people. No cheapo own brand biscuits for my workmen. I make them a homemade cakes, scones and biscuits and provide lunch. Trouble is we sit down together and I join in, it would be churlish not to!
The other thing is... I miss my garden and ancient 300+ year old cottage. Sitting yesterday looking out to sea I had a physical pain in my heart thinking back to my wild garden, the pond, greenhouse, frogs and hedgehogs.
This past life is also tied up
with memories of my much loved and sorely missed dog. I am working on the man to convince him we should get a dog, he is staying resolute, firmly against. In fairness, I do blow hot and cold on the idea, as I feel it would be unfair on a dog for me to be constantly comparing. Added to which is it displacement therapy to use a canine companion as a cure all?
Our first Christmas day in Hythe 2017